Learning..

I've learned that in order to love, you have to feel pain. In order to fully trust, you have to lost it first or to even feel whole, to know what it's like to be broken. To lose yourself, and to find yourself. Life is pretty funny sometimes. Things can go smooth, then you ht a bumpy road to turn a 180, make you grow up on the spot, even change your perspective on things you thought you would never change. Maybe its naive to think that we live in a world in which everything is "ok" or that things will fall into place without a given fight. I guess that's another things I've learned.. you can't get anything without a fight.. fighting for what you want..fighting for what you believe in, fighting for yourself.. or even another. To give in, give up, or give it your all. 3 choices you can live your life by. To give into the pressure of others. To give up what you believe in or to give everything you have with everything you've got, no matter what it takes. Following your hear is so much harder than it sounds. the times you want to follow your heart, you have to think is it a right choice? When it comes to your hear there shouldn't be a second guess. That's the problem when you don't know how to put your heart first. It's prone to getting broken easier. I'd rather take the risk to getting broken, than not knowing at all. If it doesn't kill me, it'll make me stronger, it might hurt but what's living without the pain? Hmm, you just have to think will it all be worth it in the end?.. or would it have been wasting your time? But than again, you don't to live with the regrets.

-Lim