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"Big difference;

between a girl who talks to hella guys,

and a girl that hella guys talk to.."

-Lim

It finally hit me;

I picked up my diploma today it FINALLY hit me that I'm done with high school. I don't why it took me so long. I pulled it out of the envelope, sat in my car for just a moment and realized that I'm just done. 12 years of free education and now I'm onto college. Serious business.

Right now I'm working a lot more at LC, it's nice to be getting a lot of hours but my summer is gone. I'm taking a week off to go to Idaho with my family. It's going to be nice to get away from this crappy Washington weather. But I already know that coming back is going to be hard.

I'm still on a job hunt for a second job or maybe an even better one. But we'll see, I'm just glad that I at least got a job. I need the money. My shopaholic tendency needs to stop..

I'm still looking forward to getting a tattoo this summer or maybe even another piercing but we'll see about it. There's just so much I want to do and so little time, but I'm going to make the most out of it all.

-Lim

DAY 6 - A STRANGER

I hope that when you see me that you don't quickly judge me. And that if we do meet one day, that you will give me the benefit of the doubt. I may not be the nicest, prettiest or funniest person that you meet. But I am a person who has a beating heart. Who has feelings just like everyone else.

I don't know you.. I might not ever meet you. But know that we're all stangers before we become friends.

-Lim

That girl;

I used to be that girl;
that wouldn't give no one a chance. Dodged guys in the hallway so they wouldn't tell me that they like me. "No, I don't like you. No, I won't give you a chance. No I won't think about it." That girl never played anyone, but she played with minds, and the feelings that they gained. She used a guy once as a rebound for the guy that she catched feelings for but still never gave it a chance.

Then I became that girl;
that was falling for someone. She kept the stuffed bear. Movie tickets, letters, his shirts, and cards. "I" became "we", becamse "us" all without losing me. So she learned to breathe deeper, hug tighter, kiss longer, and dream sweater. That girl smiled with her eyes, shined on cloudy days, and floated with no wings.

And then I became that girl;
that tried holding on after all the break ups he did. After all the times he "needed space". When he wanted time apart. When he needed an excuse. When he wanted to see other people and give out his number when it was asked. When he wanted to be selfish.. that WAS selfish. When he took her relationship for granted and told her that he wanted her to date other people. That left her with unspoken words.

So I thought I could become that girl;
that wouldn't give 2 fucks about it. That washed the pain away. That was hard as a rock when really she was a gem. That girl filled voids and threw away the big picture for momentary happiness and attention. That build up a wall between trust. Yup, I was the great pretender.

Until I became that girl;
who is finally allowing herself to live, love, and be happy. Who is still learning. Who refuses to settle for anything less than she deserves. Who is humble and know not to take anything for granted. That girl who still won't give anyone a chance unless she knows that he's worth her time.

And I never ever want to be that or that or that girl again.

-Lim

DAY 5 - YOUR DREAMS

I'm sorry for putting you on hold for reasons that we're stupid.. But I'm getting everything back on track. As of right now my dreams are not unattainable. I'm going to make it. I lost myself this past year, but now I know who I am and what I want.

I know that my dreams of making it big may seem naive to others but I will make it. I'm planning on having my dreams become a reality.

-Lim

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DAY 4 - YOUR SIBLING (OR CLOSEST RELATIVE)

My baby sister! I think it's lucky that we're only born 2 years a part and that we don't look alike! Everyone who don't already know us think that we're best friends. But that's exactly what a sister is. Of 'course we fight, and get annoyed with each other. But when we get bored we can instantly get entertained by hanging out with each other. We're complete opposites but still think the same on things.

I'm always going to be here for you as your big/little sister. Haha. Do you remember that?

-Lim

DAY 3 - YOUR PARENTS

Without the love and support from the both of you I would not be the person that I am today. I'm thankful to have parents that are super understanding. And through out this past year I've been selfish and a brat, but through the rough patches the both of you have always cared. I'm sorry for the pointless arguing and getting mad. I see how other people have it, and I'm lucky to have parents that are still together, in love. And fighting for OUR family.

You've both taught me to be a strong and independent person and that no matter to do what feels right for me. I love you, Mom and Dad.

-Lim

DAY 2 - YOUR CRUSH

You've been the sweetest boy that I've come across. I have more than a crush on you, and that makes me scared.. but this kind of scared is a good thing. But I don't want being scared to get in the way of what we have going right now.

I remember the first day that I met you, things just felt soo good. And I loved waking up next to you the next morning. It's been almost a month since than. It's so weird to think how fast time is going by. But I like knowing that I get to call you my boo, my boyfriend :)

-Lim

DAY 1 - YOUR BESTFRIEND.

Chanseda -You're my bestfriend because no matter what the circumstance you are always there for me. And never judge me for the things I do. Our friendship is hitting the 7 year mark, and I've yet to recall us having a fight to tear us a part. I'm always here for you too, and it's always hard for us to catch up since we're both busy.. but we're always going to have those days when we just spill everything to one other. I love you fag!

Ashley - I wouldn't have been able to survive the school days with out you. You're my bestfriend because I know that I can always go to you for anything and I'm there for you too. We've gone through so much together and a part but at the end of the day I know that our friendship will stay strong. I love you babygirl, and no matter what happens in the future I got your back like I know you got mine :)

-Lim

30 DAY "WRITE A LETTER" CHALLENGE

30 Day Challenge;
Day 1 - Your Best Friend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your sibling (or closest relative).
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - Your favorite internet friend.
Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - A deceased person you wish you could talk to..
Day 12 - The person you hate most/cause you a lot of pain.
Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 - Someone you've drifted away from.
Day 15 - The person you miss the most.
Day 16 - Someone that's not in your state/country.
Day 17 - Someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind-good or bad.
Day 20 - The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - Someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 -Someone you wnt to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - The last person you kissed.
Day 24 - The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - The person you know hat is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - Thee friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - Someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - The person that you want to tell everything to but too afraid to.
Day 30 - Your reflection in the mirror.

IM GOING TO DO THIS!

-Lim

Graduation; June 19 2010 :)

WE'VE MADE IT CLASS OF 2010!

Tonight is the night when we walk across that stage,

turn our tassles to the left,

shed our last tears of high school,

and head onto the real world.

Stay Connected;

After this weekend I'm going to be thrown into the "real wold". And I'm so ready for it. I had graduation practice today, another one tomorrow, followed by jubilation tomorrow night. Than graduation on Saturday!

I feel as though these past few days have been going by really quick. It hasn't even hit me that I'm going to be out of high school. I'm barely even sad about it. I'm more relieved about it all. I've been over all the drama. And I'm glad not to see some people. If anyone wants to stay connected with me it's not that hard to pick up the phone.. the only thing that bugs me with the end of a school year is when people say, let's hang out.. and it doesn't happen.

Now that there is no more high school, we aren't going back. It's going to be interesting to see who will keep in touch.

-Lim

Half Of My Heart - John Mayer

Thanks to Ashley, I'm in love with this song.. just listen to it and you'll know why.

To The End;

It hasn't hit me yet, the fact that I'm done with high school. We picked up our gaps and gowns today. As of right now, it is hanging in my closet. The smile on my parents face was just amazing to know that they are so proud that I'm going to be walking this Saturday. I can't believe I had been riding that line of not being able to graduate on time.

All that matters now is that everything is slowly falling into place. And I'm loving every moment.

-Lim

Just 1 More Day;

... it'll be my last day of high school. On Saturday at 8 pm I will walk with my class to receive my diploma. 12 years of education will all be done tomorrow.. and onto the real world here I come. It's so bitter sweet but I'm so ready to be out. Yes, I'm going to miss a few people. But I've been over the tedious drama. I've been over it for awhile now. There are some things I wish I would've done but there's nothing I can do about it now.

I'm happy that I know where I'm going with my life.. even though I felt like I got lost along this last year of high school, it's just nice to know that I know where I'm going now.

To the class of 2010; good luck to everyone on their plans for the futures. To college, jobs, and finding what you wanna do. But always stay true to who you are. Remember that your family will always be there, relatioships will be broken and others will come together. But always keep in touch with each other and cherish the memories you've made along the way.

-Lim

"I gave away my heart awhile ago,

but it's about time I just keep it to myself..

until I feel whole than I can give it away."

-Lim

idk who all these dumb asses are, but coming fro a man's perspective, i'd say you look pretty damn good. i can't remember a sinlge day where i didn't think to myself, "wow, lisa looks hot today"

awh thank you! im pretty sure i have a specific hater out there.

Ask me anything

I can't seem to focus on studying for my finals. How am I supposed to focus when I'm just too anxious to be done. Once finals are over, I'm so over it all.

I'm moving on with everything in my life and not necessarily start over, but start things differently.

-Lim

i bet i could tell you who that beezy is. *cough*cough*cough* you're gorgeous lisa. inside and out.

oh hunny, there are just so many haters out there who post anonmyously just cause they're scared. no one has the guts to say those things to me in person.

but thanks! :)

Ask me anything

ur a bitch, who thinks shes better then everyone else and piles on stupid amounts of make up!!!! ewww. dont wear so much, it makes yu look gross. foreall.!

i'm flattered. i love you hater!

Ask me anything

wow people are such bitches on here sorry love. i dont really have a question lol

i love my haters! because people are too scared to show who they are. but that's ok. haha. i love youuu!

Ask me anything

"What am I doing?

Oh yeah,

that's right I'm doing me."

-Drake

you're not pretty. is that why you try so hard with your make up and clothes?

haha, oh yes i try soo hard. i like that you called my bluff. but i'd love to know your definition of pretty.

Ask me anything

Uhm no you continuely put on powder all day long..so I guess that's what you have to do when you don't have naturL beauty.

beauty is within the eyes of the beholder. yes, i have imperfections that i choose to fix. every so often, yes i do pull out my COMPACT. which is different from powder. i'd love to know who you are :)

Ask me anything

lisa is sexy :)

i think katie is super sexxxy! ;)

Ask me anything

Have you let anyone down lately?

actually no :) within these past few weeks i've been taking time to find who i am and along the way i've been able to let people around me know that they CAN depend on me.

Ask me anything

I have 2 days left. Next week I will be walking at my graduation, and that's it. I'm done. I've been so over high school and I'm so happy that it's over, but than again it's bitter sweet. I'm not exactly sure how to feel at this moment.

-Lim

When it's broken, don't try to fix it.

The best way to heal is give it time.

-Lim

I was in a bad mood afterschool today for reasons that are stupid and not necessary to blog about, so I thought since I needed to check my bank acount I might as well go to the atm in the mall and do some shopping.. I left the mall with a pair of jeans, leggings, and panties. Damage done in only a half an hour of being in there. But during that short amount of time of shopping, my bad mood was forgotten.

I feel like I get a strange high from shopping. Once I find something to cute to buy it's not that hard for me to swipe my card or hand over some cash. All I'm thinking of is what outfit I can put together and when am I going to wear it. If not, how long will it stay in closet before I take the tags off of it and wear it out.

At least with clothing and accessories you're able to change your look without the worry of any consequences. It's your style, your look. Either YOU'RE satisfied or not. That's something you have control over.

One day I'll get a handle of my extensive shopping habits but for now I like changing up my wardobe. It's something can choose to change without any pain that comes along with the reality of life.

-Lim

I'm more than just a pretty face,

I'm ready to prove people wrong.

-Lim

Senior ball was a night that I needed.

Upcoming;

I can't wait for this weekend to start. Why you may ask?

-I get paid tomorrow; planning to get everything final for senior ball.
-Getting my nails done with my girls :)
-Senior vs Staff basketball is Friday night! The boyfriend is coming to watch.
-Senior ball on Saturday! Going with an amazing group. It's going to be a good night overall. Expect tons of pictures.

I'm just feeling soo content with how everything is going. I can be smiling for days and nothing is going to bring me down.

-Lim

"Do you wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life altering? Is it for yours, like high school? Or one year gone on a rock tour? Can your life change in a month or a week or a day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead, but when you're young, one hour can change everything."

-One Tree Hill

Oh, the beauty within;

Everyone is beautiful in their own ways. And people choose to express their own in sights of beauty differently. In today's society we tend to move towards the high fashion and glam. I must say that I am guilty to this. I'm defiantly the kind of girl who moves towards looking at her best all the time and having the best. It's been the way that I've been raised and it's taught me to never settle for anything less than what I can have and who I can be.

I'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing..

I've always looked in the mirror and pick out my imperfections and I guess "correcting" them. Ask me anything about how to do your make up from foundation, eyeshadow, to hair and I'm 100% sure I can answer any of it. I believe that make up is an art. Your face is the canvas. It's a self expression.

You may think that I'm just a girl who's self-absorbed in herself, when really it's an art. I can't help the way I look.. when I try hard to look the way I do. It's an image I've molded and am maintaining. Sad to say, but I know I wouldn't be where I am at today if it wasn't for the way I look. I guess I'm ok with that.

-Lim

Unthinkable - Alicia Keys