Morning sunshine,

I love waking up the sun shining into my room, but I hate waking up from a bad dream.. I'm trying to be optimistic as optimistic as I can be, but I'm just scared to be. Sometimes I feel like when my hopes are up, something happens and I'm let down. I'm not tryna let fear hold me back from doing anything. But for some reason it is right now.

I'm trying to just shake this all off as much as I can. No more holding back. I'm putting it all out on the table. You can take me as I am, of step off. I'm not here to please anyone but myself. Yeah, I've mad plenty of mistakes. But if I didn't, I wouldn't be who I am today.

If it hasn't killed me by now, than I'm on the right path.

-Lim