If you knew, than you wouldn't have been able to learn your lesson. To grow and be who you are today. As high school is ending I really do wish I could turn back the time, but I can't. I don't want to say my time was wasted, but I felt like I could've done so much more. Even though I feel this way, I'm still taking what I can and doing what I gotta do.
Don't ever rely one anyone else to get what you want or think that someone is always going to be there for you because in the end the only person you can truly rely on is yourself.
I guess I'm back at square one, my trust issues are at an all time high now.. but if you were in my position wouldn't yours be too?
I gave my heart away a year ago to someone that I had foolishly thought was the one for me. But I had to be so naive to think that. It's weird to think that someone you would say I love you to almost every single day for over a year can turn a complete 180 and say hurtful things to you. Who knows your weaknesses and uses them to break you at each possible vulnerable chance they get.
I'm not giving him the satisfaction. Nothing he says is ever going to break me because I know I'm worth so much more and am finding someone who treats me like a princess.
My point of this blog is mostly to the girls out there;
be with someone who loves to see you smile, who will wipe your tears away when you're sad, will listen to your problems and even though he can't help just be a support, a guy that your parents approve of, someone that can be your friend first..
Just don't rush..
My heart aches for those girls who are in the same position I was in.. just be smart with your decisions. And just always remember to put yourself first.
-Lim
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