6 years ago,

... I would've never imagined I would be the person that I am today. I got into a deep conversation with my homegirl about how everything used to be so innocent, compared to how everything is now. How easy it is to be influenced, how easy it is to say yes into temptation. How easy it is to brush everything off.

6 years ago.. that little girl I used to be would be disappointed to know how she has ended up to be. I always say that I'm going to "change." But I always seem to find myself looking at the easy way out. That's just how things have been. I lost who I was for the longest time. Forgeting about my dreams and my goals that I had set so high. All I cared about was just having a good time until the next good time. But now I realize how stupid that was because I had put so much on the line..

I think that little girl I used to be should be happy to know how strong she will be though. How to hold her head up through whatever cirumstance she's been put into. Go through circumstances that nobody should have to go through. Learning to just walk away from things. Picking up her own pieces from having a broken heart. Holding it all together when all she wants to do is fall a part.

I've always said that I've gone through enough to know enough. I'm growing up, and it's about time I get my act together. I know I need to be better, and that's what I'm going to do from now on.

-Lim