Thank you for teaching me how to love with a broken heart. Thank you for teaching me how to watch someone walk away after each fight. Thank you for teaching me how to wipe my own tears. Thank for you proving me right about how much pain love can bring.
You were everything to me. And I feel so naive to have fallen so hard and in the end having to pick myself back up. I thought that our love could had with stand anything. It was us against the world.. Everytime there was something that could tear us down, we had proved people wrong by standing strong.. together. People would always tell me the reasons why we didn't belong together and I always chose to shut people out and tell them otherwise. I chose you over my bestfriends and family.. I put a lot of things on hold because of you.
Now when I look you in the eyes.. the eyes I had fallen in love with, the eyes that had made my heart melt.. I no longer feel love. All I feel for you is numbness in my heart. You are no longer the boy I fell in love with. I'm not even sure that I know who you are anymore. You're just another guy putting on a front for the world to see. But I see past it. Because deep down I still know the potential of the person you can be and it makes me kinda sad to see you choose to be someone you're not.
Once again, I'm thanking you for the memories.. and it's because of you that my walls are 10 x's higher. But if you hadn't broken my heart than I wouldn't have been able to find myself again. I regret so much from being with you but from those regrets I know now just to take even more risks. I'm doing me, and I'm happier. I'm in a new relationship with someone who tells me each and everyday of how happy they are to be with me.
By breaking up with me, you did me a great favor. Thank you B.
-Lim
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