It hasn't even been a week.. and I still can't believe it. I miss you little brutha. I'm never going to understand why you were take away so suddenly. You're the one person who was supposed to stick around.. there was still so much to do. You had so much going for you.
I stayed at your viewing yesterday for almost 7 hours.. yet it didn't even like it was that long. I felt like I could've sat there forever, waitig for you to just get up. Maybe it'll all sink in on the day of your funeral.. but I even doubt that.
I try not to cry because I know that's not what you would want. You would want us to be happy, celebrating your life. But I'm still bitter.. because it's not fair.
I have to just think that God has a bigger plan for you and wanted you early.. I know you didn't feel any pain when you passed.. that makes me feel a little bit better. You're in paradise now, and we'll meet again..
-Lim
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