My hearts feels torn.. torn of having to choose between what's right and what I want. Is it wrong to be selfish? Does that make me a bad person? If I'm happy, am I wrong for feeling that way? I'm not so sure anymore. I just want to reach out and see who will be there to grab my hand and stick with me.. people choose to walk away every single day. Sometimes they choose to come back.
I always feel like I'm waiting and wondering.. always wondering if they'll decide to stick around. I understand that everyone has their reasons of leaving and coming back. I'm not perfect, I make mistakes and I wish I could change them, but I can't. That's life and you have to take the consequences that come with it.. even if it means losing something like your pride.. or someone..
.. my mind is way too cluttered to finish this blog, especially since it's 3 in the morning.. I'llgather my thoughts for another blog.
-Lim
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