Lately I've been getting hit with just thinking about the past. I've always been the kind of girl to just forgive, move on.. I never forget, anything. It's easier to but that's just not me. Once I've been hurt in the past, it sticks with me. It's true that I've everything I've gone through has made me the person that I am today.
I've gone through enough to just know better.. Sometimes thats not the case. I feel like I make the same foolish mistakes over and over again.. That needs to change.
I think my heart has gone through enough this past year and its not fair to go through anymore. I just always get the comfort of having someone by my side. I'm looking for something real. I've played the game way too many times, and honestly I'm over it all. It's like I've gone through the same thing so many times that I can guess the next moves right before it happens.
But than again, I always let fear get in the way.. I say I'm ready, but than I fall back and put my guard up again. I need real talk, no games.
-Lim
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