Realize;

"Someday everything will all make perfect sense. So for now, laugh through the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself everything happens for a reason."

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I'm not exactly sure how to feel. If I should let my guard down.. no it's too soon. But does that mean I'm scared? What happened to taking risks?.. It's already too late. I always get so lost and mixed into my emotions that I get closed off. I know it's a bad thing, but I do it anyways.

I'm such a hopeless romantic, its sad.. I don't believe in love like I used to. I've been burned one too many times, I see my homegirls go through almost the exact same thing I've been through.. and it's not right. It's one of those, if I knew what I know back than situations, well it's too late.

Should I just stay in naive bliss?.. it's better than falling too deep and getting your heart broken. If I'm happy just for the moment, than so be it. I'll be content with it. I'm just not ready for the let down.. again. Just thinking about it still hurts. I know that I'm too strong in my pride to let it get to me. All I do is move on. I can keep doing the same thing.

I'll keep a smile on my face because that's all I can do for now. I don't see a point in being sad anymore because that will get you no where.

-Lim