Some days I feel like I'm holding on for dear life. Making sure that every moment is real. Trying so hard to just not let it all go. But how do you keep moving forward when your heart feels numb? Prone to the pain.
I don't really have a choice but to keep going. I've learned that the world doesn't stop for anyone. You have to keep moving forward with it.
I feel like I've been screwed over so many times, how do I know what's real? I just don't anymore. I'm never going to understand why people can be so conniving.. why people lie. I guess I miss the innocence of it all. When we all could just play around and the only thing that would hurt is falling and scraping your knee.
The sad thing about this is I know that I'm never going to be able to just open my heart to just anyone. I'd always been guarded.. but I've never felt like I had to put my guard up like this.
I'm just getting tired of feeling hurt.. it's just time to find just follow my own path.
-Lim
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